Balanced Baby!

This is the first episode I haven’t been able to freestyle easily. The first episode that has taken me a long time to express. Both mentally and verbally, I’ve been struggling with this episode because I wanted to be able to explain what balance means to me in a way that will not only display the way I think but also show you through how I’m sharing my story what balancing can be. 

When we left off, I was talking about Alchemy, what the word means, how I came across it, and how I was about to start implementing it to create some significant change for myself and my family. The crazy part about that episode was when I aired it, I was already pretty much in the process. And like the honest worker bee for self that I am, I decided to do it thoroughly and submerged myself in that process through and through. 

And I don’t know, guys, I didn’t prepare for what I was about to go through…….

There is always some egotistical part of ourselves that fully believes we can handle new shit with ease. And overall, in the end, most of us can, but it still takes some adjustment. It still takes time to fully get everything moving and shaking to make your life easier. 

After all, that’s why we’re juggling shit anyway, right!? For more ease? More peace? More happiness? 

This time, I wasn’t prepared for how swiftly I could eliminate unwanted things and how unsettled I’d be without those eliminations.